Jump Off Bitches 3 by Mj Sparks

Author:Mj Sparks [Sparks, MJ]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Literature & Fiction, United States, African American, Romance, Urban, Genre Fiction
Amazon: B00L2D2836
Publisher: Write House Publishing
Published: 2014-06-16T04:00:00+00:00

Chapter Twenty-Seven: Bird

I don’t know what Donnell and my mother talked about, but that evening he’d called me and asked could he come by. I still had left over feelings from church. I had left over feelings from the stunt he pulled with Jason. In a way I wanted to see him and be comforted, but in another way, I actually thought about Jason and somewhere was a desire in me to be loyal to him. But it really seemed pointless. It was obvious that Donnell and I were stuck to one another. He was like some damn bubble gum I stepped in, I tried to walk away but I couldn’t because the sticky shit just keeps pulling me back. No matter how far I went and no matter what I did, I felt like I just couldn’t get away from him and I couldn’t let him go. I tried explaining to him that I needed time and he said he understood.

But at 2 am that morning, I woke up to him butt naked in my room. He’d nearly pulled my panties down before I noticed. I thought I was having a really wet dream as he drew a long kiss out from my lower thigh all the way up. If he hadn’t pinched my skin as he slid down my panties, he probably would have ate my pussy again on the sly like he did last time. I swear I have got to get these locks changed. I pushed his head away this time and jumped out of the bed.

“Benita why are you fighting this. I know you still love me. Your mama told me you been crying your heart out. You only cry when you got feelings. And you don’t know that other dude, so I know your emotion ain’t for him.”

He draped his arms around me and I tossed them off. I said, “Donnell please just give me time. I need space and that means you staying away.”

He was quick to issue another one of his meaningless threats, saying, “If I leave Benita that’s it. I’m tired of playing this mutherfucking game with you.”

I said to myself didn’t you say that two months ago. Again his exit was dramatic as hell. He slammed every door in his path. Twenty minutes later, he was calling my phone. I shook my head as I thought, what part of give me time does he not understand?

****

I kept myself busy by writing and editing work. There were no more DB&J sandwiches. No Donnell, Bird and Jason. I let both of them go to get my mental clarity back. Somewhere in the midst, Kenya came into my mind.

When my mother came to pick the kids for their fall break, we got to talking about Kenya.

“Beanie just call her”, she encouraged.

“Mama why should I call her”, I rebutted.

“Because Beanie, you miss her and you owe her an apology. And plus I think you really need your best friend right now. You know you can always talk to me.

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